There are goals in our life that we spend a lot of time planning and evaluating but end up being disappointed because they did not fall into place. I've read a lot of quotes saying that maybe it's God's way of telling me that it's not for me, or there's just something better coming my way. But what the hell, I'm in this really confused state where it just don't make sense at all. I hate it when I already set my mind about something to happen but it didn't. Just like this Burt's Bees lip balm that I was looking forward to getting my hands on for months. I ended up being disappointed. Why?
Ok I get it, it's 100% all natural. I don't hate it (with conviction) because it's not working. It works. Really it does, just not in the way that I want it to. Let me explain. I've been using my balm as primer for my lipstick whenever I apply one. Basically they are my base, but this beeswax lip balm isn't made for that.